Struggles, Struggles

 

People use other people. People take other people for granted. It’s a dog eat dog world (is that the expression?). And then there are those good-hearted, selfless people who really do care. If you find one, do not let go because they are one in a million. If you let go, you may never find it again. You can try to replace it with as many things as you can, but they’ll still be a void in you. I learned that, yet I just can’t bring myself to apply it. This isn’t just about love; this is about a true friendship.

I don’t want to lose you, but I don’t want to see you hurt again. I can’t bring myself to believe that I can change, but I don’t want to give up. The question is: Do you think I’m really worth it after everything?

 

Way Too Little Time Left

So some of you may know I’m heading off to Florida from 8/10 to 8/19. And then I will have to head off to Binghamton on 8/21, so that leaves virtually no time left to chill. Given that 8/10 is a Sunday, that means I have 2 Sundays left at NYCBC before I head off to college. Oh man, just 2 more Sundays. Deep inside, I kind of hope that the trip somehow messes up and we get our money get or something. And umm…we could go to Dorney and Hershey Park instead?

And to top that off, my dad comes up to me and tells me out of nowhere that I might have to go to China to do some family business thing before I head off to Florida. I literally went nuts in my head and was like WHAT THE EFFFFFFFFFFF??

Oh man, there’s way too little time left for this summer and so many things still left to do! How is summer passing by so fast?

 

Thanks

spinnin’: “mercedes baby” – house of heroes
(heard this in tiff’s car while driving to jones beach)

Wow, I haven’t written in a while here. I think I’ll use this entry just to say thanks to those who have responded to my previous 2 entries. Thanks for taking the time to have read it and thanks to those who left me comments. Thanks also to those who have come to talk to me personally. It’s been a great help.

And I hope I’ve gained some regular visitors to my wordpress loL. I think I’ll have a massive update of entries later on this week. I had a lot in mind; I just never really wrote them down. So for all those that care, be ready =]

 

I Will Tell Her

I will tell her…

and I wonder what will happen when I do.